Sunday, December 23, 2012

I wept thrice on 23/12/2012





First, when I had seen one boy lying with amputated leg in the center of a crossing bridge (I remembered the scene of “Slumdog Millionaire” when children were deliberately made blind and deprived of their hands and leg so that they could look more vulnerable for begging) and yes he was begging. It was the look, the way he had seen me as if he was crying for help and he was suffering, I couldn’t help him. I wanted to cry perhaps there were few drops in my eyes. I was angry with people who force these children for begging. I was angry with people who were passing that child with apathy as if they are used to of this kind of scene. I was angry with poverty and hunger. I was angry with myself who is waiting to be grown up when he will be able to help these children.

Second, when I saw this picture (Taken today during the protest against the gang rape at India Gate): 
I cried because I was not hopeful that even this barbarism can inspire people to stand up for these protesters. I cried on my helplessness on how we will again forget all these atrocities, how we will be again fooled by media and government, how we will again fear if someone will try to change the system, how we will again question the credibility and honesty of the person who will try to stand up for others and how we will again vote for same government or same type of people on the basis of caste and religion without worrying about their characters and intentions.



And last, when I heard the news of Sachin’s retirement, suddenly it seemed that everyone is getting old including me. May be It was fear of future of what i would do when i would have to call a day. From the day I remember myself Sachin was part of my memory. I don’t know how much he inspired me but somehow I can relate him with each and every memory of mine. And now he and all my memories will be referred as a past era.
 



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