After Watching Forest Gump

Hi me,

I was just watching "Forest Gump" AGAIN. I am feeling so good ,I decided to write down my feelings. I am jotting down because i want to capture these beautiful moments.
Forest Gump, (" Stupid is as stupid does") stupid by the standards of Normal people, doesn't know how to find ways for doing anything .He does what he is told and keeps doing that.
He becomes a sign of hope ,HE DOES NOT KNOW THAT.
In one scene he was running for two years and reporters were guessing why he is running . He was saying that i was running for no particular reason.Wait i can draw some similarity....... If i think that when i enjoyed most, i feel that when i had no particular reason for doing that work( you can say irrational).

I always hated when people do crazy things(when my mind couldn't find any reason for that thing), now i feel that i have desire to do the same. By applying logics i trained my mind so much that i can give so many reasons for not doing particular thing and find what is the alternative for that. Now i feel that boy you should just do it. I wasted so much time thinking what to do and what not to do, Instead i had completed all the things . Next time i will just do it.

Love (I don't know whether my feelings will come under love, i am just giving a name) happens for no particular reason,I just feel uneasy as my mind always tells me so many reasons and consequences why i should not fall for that feeling.
I want to get away with this uneasy feeling.It doesn't let me do my logical jobs.Maybe i want to do it.

Regards,
Me