Random thoughts

After the great responses about my last post which i had to remove as i was on the wrong side of story (contrast to my image).Again i am going to put some random thoughts together, let us see how things will turn out .

ok,this is the time when i am suppose to complete one program which i am trying to start from past two days.,but i am lazy enough to start thinking abt program .After wasting 2-3 days i thought of writing something.

This time i am thinking wat i should write: serious or comic or mixture.But first i should decide about topic :controversial or simple.
No,I should try hand on some other genre ,Story............yes ,well about whom no.........i can't think a topic . ok i got a topic . My one friend who has won many accolades in literature says that good story is nothing but good observation what is happening around you.So i will be putting my observation only.
a) Warning (serious one ): When you see children playing ,they seems to be very happy.One reason i can think of is that their emotions are pure .If they love ,they just love ,they don't put reasons behind their love. If they hate ,they just hate and there is no emotion in between.
They are simple. It is because of selfishness of a child .They seek whole ,no division .When their mother takes some other child in her lap ,they will cry because they don't want to share their mother's love with anyone. This selfishness helps children to decide exactly what they want.now i wants to be happy maybe i should practice this form of selfishness.

b) I remember when my mother used to give us any fruit(equally devided),then there was always comptition who is going to finish last because he will be the one who can enjoy a lot because he can make us jealous (feeling of triumph).Now i just want to eat as quickly as possible.

c) Today when i get a lot of money to spend on myself,I think of second standard when i had stolen 50 paisa to have a ice cream.My father caught and gave me one ruppee.Having icecream of one ruppee ,I was the happiest child of universe. Today when i get icecream worth of 300.i feel nothing .

d)what can you get from a broken relationship :
1)Some good moments
2)Maturity
3)A new way to see the things
4)New goals or opportunities (or you can be back on ur track)
5) A chance to learn value of money ,time and your friends

e)I remember in 11th class when in coaching a girl asked me about whether there is lecture or not .I fumbled and she just smiled back . I remember how happy i was when she asked from my math teacher who got highest marks,then he told my name and she looked at me and smiled.
I remember myself seeing towards her window with a hope of seeing one glimpse of her. I remember how proud i was feeling when my friends were telling me "tere per marti hai yaar",then their conclusion that how smart i am.I remember seeing towards her, hoping she will also look at me.I remember that my friend is saying " go and propose her" and then my decision that i will propose her when i will get selection in JEE. I remember last day of my coaching class how sad she was.
now lastly I remember myself searching her in orkut..........................

f) Waking up in morning ,then going into balcony and seeing that monkeys are jumping and chasing each other.Wishing to capture each and every moment of their play and suddenly realising i have to do some important work. then again a new wish"sitting alone in beach and thinking nothing".

g)What do i want from my life ?